Manusia di zaman ini begitu seronok mengejar dunia, walhal mereka sedar bahawa dunia ini ada penamatnya. Bahkan sudah begitu hampir ke hujungnya. Kita begitu leka, seronok. Dengan cinemanya, dengan menarinya, fesyennya, media sosialnya. Apa yg kita dapat? Ye, seronok. Tapi seronoknya hanya sekejap. Seronoknya hanya di dunia. Buat apa seronok dan puas kalau akhirnya menderita. Terseksa. Lebih baik ikut syariat. Seronok juga bukan? Tetapi seronoknya lain sedikit. Kenapa? Kerana seronoknya di sini, di dalam hati. Rasanya sungguh damai sekali. Dan in sha Allah selamat dunia akhirat.

PASSION

Seriously journalism is not my passion, at all. But nvm, just give it a try. Tapi betul lah orang kata, kalau tak minat lebih baik jangan ambik. yaa betul, tak dinafikan. Memang belajar sesuatu yg kita tak minat sangatlah rasa terbeban.

Sebagai contoh eh, dapat assignment harini kena buat report pasal any event or news that happen in your campus and kena submit in two days, sumpah bukan jenis aku untuk siapkan assignment secepat ni. Yaa tapi betul, journalist kan, mestilah kena buat report cepat. Nak kena bagi kt editor utk dipublishkan. Well, honestly aku respect those people who into this field. Bukan senang nak terjah event orang ke tetiba nak culik kejap program manager utk cari information, susah okay. Sometimes people dont want to cooperate with us, yah orang ada nama lah katakan. Eh.

Cukup stress bila kita ada banyak lagi kerja lain assignment lain yg nak kena buat pastu nak kena cari event pulak pastu satu hal nak kena contact program manager tanya semua details pastu dapat pulak yg pesen nak taknak layan soalan kita. Eeeee aku rasa nak bagi penyepak je tau. Ingat aku nak sangat ke interview engko haaa kalau tak dek kerana assignment aku, eeee memang tak kuasalah nak oii. Haaa kan dah bebel erghhh stress. Due date pulak semua kalau boleh nak serentak je apahal tah. Hahaha tapi itulah, dah bahagian masing-masing kan. Hadap jelah sarah weh.

I love writing, but for this time being, let it be as my hobby. Untuk jadikan penulisan sebagai kerjaya, mungkin bukan aku orangnya. 

A NEW BEGINNING.

And its 2016 tho! Omg macam tak percaya je. Seronok tapi takyah nak seronok sangat la sarah! Luls. I have two more years for my degree and i really need to struggle for my pointer. Damn those things really make me stress. Oh dan semestinya umur semakin meningkat okay. Sarah you're getting older! Can you feel me? *I don't know about you. but im feeling 22 everything will be alright* yesss! 

How fast time flies. May success, happiness, love, good health, wealth comes to me. May all the positive things happen to me, inshaa Allah. Sangat sangat berharap ada perubahan dalam diri sendiri untuk tahun ni. Sangat berharap! Semoga di tahun baru ni seorang sarah menjadi lebih rajin dan berjaya. Inshaa Allah. Ya i know my family pun berharap gila kot yg siti sarah menjadi seorang yg rajin. Sebab well i memang seorang yg pemalas tahap nak makan pun tungg sakit perut dah pening-pening baru nak makan. Hahaha so that it. Tetiap tahun berazam jadi lebih rajin tapi last last pemalas jugak. Kahkah taktahu lah apa nak jadi. Gamaknya kena kawen dulu kot baru nak sedar diri. Well, people change kot. So why bother? 

Ah yes, sebut pasal kawen kan. Can i just breath and let things happen like omg i malas la nak fikir pasal benda ni hahahaha. Macam takde penghujung je. Can i just follow the flows? Erghhh. 

GETTING MARRIED

"Marriage is not a noun, its a verb.

It isn't something you get, its about something you do.

It's the way you love your partner everyday"

- Burbara De Angelis

Perkahwinan bukanlah sesuatu yg mudah. Yg kau rasa kau boleh buat endah tak endah. Harini kau kawen lepas tu setahun akan datang kau bosan kau cari lain. Harini kau mintak dia dari wali dia, setahun akan datang kau pulangkan dia just bcz she can't pregnant. And etc. Don't bother to get married just bcz all of your friends were married, or they are getting married. Why should you follow others if you know where you belong. You know where you at. Come on, think wisely la beb. Do it IF you think you can handle it. If you think so, then you may proceed. Ini diri sendiri pun haru-biru lagi, janganlah sibuk nak jaga anak orang. Karang tak pasal kebulur pulak anak orang tu.

LADIES & GENTLEMAN, if you think marriage just to fulfill your desires, you're wrong. Marriage is beyond than that, it's more than you think. Everything will not be perfect all the time thou. Never. Sedangkan masa kau single pun dah berapa juta masalah yg kau hadapi, inikan pulak bila kau hidup berdua. Masalah akan berganda. Marriage is about sharing, of everything. Girls, dah ready nak hold your responsible as a wife, as a mother. Are you ready to deliver your babies. Braders, dah sedia nak tanggung semua dosa si dia? SEMUA tau. Makan minum pakai tempat tinggal. 

If you think you nak kawen just bcz bangun ada orang kejutkan (both), your meals ada orang tolong siapkan (both), duit belanja husband you kasi, and both of you gonna be happy all the time, yaa it would be, but it also wouldn't be. Marriage is not as simple as that guys. Trust me. Sooner or later you'll have kids, and definitely you must have a place to stay. Well, you guys will not stay forever kot dgn parent / perent in law. No marriage face no difficulties. Gila apa hidup nak lancar je, mana ada. Fikirlah bebaik. Bila rasa dah siap sedia semuanya, then okay. Barakallahulakum to those who getting married, semoga Allah berkati kalian sepanjang hayat, bersabarlah dlm membina rumah tangga.