GETTING MARRIED

"Marriage is not a noun, its a verb.

It isn't something you get, its about something you do.

It's the way you love your partner everyday"

- Burbara De Angelis

Perkahwinan bukanlah sesuatu yg mudah. Yg kau rasa kau boleh buat endah tak endah. Harini kau kawen lepas tu setahun akan datang kau bosan kau cari lain. Harini kau mintak dia dari wali dia, setahun akan datang kau pulangkan dia just bcz she can't pregnant. And etc. Don't bother to get married just bcz all of your friends were married, or they are getting married. Why should you follow others if you know where you belong. You know where you at. Come on, think wisely la beb. Do it IF you think you can handle it. If you think so, then you may proceed. Ini diri sendiri pun haru-biru lagi, janganlah sibuk nak jaga anak orang. Karang tak pasal kebulur pulak anak orang tu.

LADIES & GENTLEMAN, if you think marriage just to fulfill your desires, you're wrong. Marriage is beyond than that, it's more than you think. Everything will not be perfect all the time thou. Never. Sedangkan masa kau single pun dah berapa juta masalah yg kau hadapi, inikan pulak bila kau hidup berdua. Masalah akan berganda. Marriage is about sharing, of everything. Girls, dah ready nak hold your responsible as a wife, as a mother. Are you ready to deliver your babies. Braders, dah sedia nak tanggung semua dosa si dia? SEMUA tau. Makan minum pakai tempat tinggal. 

If you think you nak kawen just bcz bangun ada orang kejutkan (both), your meals ada orang tolong siapkan (both), duit belanja husband you kasi, and both of you gonna be happy all the time, yaa it would be, but it also wouldn't be. Marriage is not as simple as that guys. Trust me. Sooner or later you'll have kids, and definitely you must have a place to stay. Well, you guys will not stay forever kot dgn parent / perent in law. No marriage face no difficulties. Gila apa hidup nak lancar je, mana ada. Fikirlah bebaik. Bila rasa dah siap sedia semuanya, then okay. Barakallahulakum to those who getting married, semoga Allah berkati kalian sepanjang hayat, bersabarlah dlm membina rumah tangga.

NEW VERSION OF ME?

Hey guys, wassup.

So, im gonna change myself. yaa it is for the first time and forever in shaa Allah. Huhh, like seriously sarah? Hahahaha sebenarnya aku pun macam err ragu-ragu jugak tapi macam arghhhh. Taktau ni apa rasa ni. Bercampur-baur dah.Seronok dan takut dan tak percaya.

Dia rasa macam nervous, tapi eksaited gila, tapi gemuruh, tapi macam bestnyaaaaa. Mashaa Allah i am so confuse. Semoga dipermudahkan segalanya aamiin.

In shaa Allah semoga ini yg terbaik lah. Mesti rasa kekok gila, awkward segala bagai lah. Yelah mana tak nya. Tiba-tiba nak ubah diri sendiri jd mcm yg aku tk pernah expect langsung kot. NEVER EXPECT okay! Semoga baik-baik sahaja semuanya. HAHAHA mohon jgn tanya banyak solan okay sbb aku mesti krik krik nak jawab nanti. Yeah for sure lah kan. Like seriouslyyyy omg pening. Bye

UPDATE!

Yapp. It has been five months tak update blog hahahaha. Jangankan update, bukak pun langsung tak. Busy amende tah lulz.

Since i hv change my majoring, yeayyy! At last lega gila cz i am not bachelor in history dah hahahahaha. Ya Allah leganya dapat change bachelor. Macam syurga gila sebab dapat ambik kos yg kita nak kan? Yaa i think so.

So, i hv two more years to go for my degree yes in shaa Allah will be graduate on time. Mashaa Allah i am soooo eksaited tho ihiks. Bestnya! Hopefully my degree life gonna be, just fine. Easy to handle and carry on. May Allah ease my journey aamiin.

CERITA PEREMPUAN KOT

Eh tetiba banyak hal pulak hahaha. Satu satu malang bertimpa-timpa. Kahkah sangat tau sarah ni. Lepas tu mulalah fade up dgn life sendiri. Pastu cengeng macam budak kecik menangis sampai tkde air mata dah. Lepas tu merayau naik kereta. Kengkonon nk pergi tasiklah mcm biasa nk tengok nice view sbb tengok keindahan alam ni buat hati tenang. Tetiba ramai pulak manusia kat tasik tak jadi ah. Last last pusing pusing naik kereta apa lagi pilihan akhir, pasang lagu macam nk pecah speaker kereta pastu jerit sekuat hati pastu nyanyi kuat kuat. Biarlah nyanyi tak sedap pun biarlah nyanyi sambil nangis sedu sedu pun. Biarlah sampai mata dah pedih sampai nk drive pun dh tk boleh. Alah peduli apa kereta kita kan buat jelah apa pun. 

Masa nilah rasa mcm tkde orang pun ada dengan kita. At last sedar diri Tuhan je yg ada. Sebab tu selalu pesan kt diri sendiri, tkyah la nk letak harapan tinggi tinggi sangat kt manusia sejagat ni. Sebab basically end up kita yg tanggung sesorang hahaha. Manusia lain tu bila dah okay baru dia sibuk sibuk nk tnya dah okay ke ala bukan tknak tolong bla bla bla and whatsoever do i care? Damn yaa. 

Eh lepas tu en terfikir, sebenarnya diri sendiri yg over nk mampus. Orang lain bebiasa je nampak tk nampak je kita ni. Kahkah bila kau masuk wad baru dorang dtg jenguk gamaknya. Hai mulut jangan hahahahha. Tapi kan biasalah perempuan bila satu hal dia fikir, hah sejak zaman dahulu kala pun termasuk sekali tetiba je teringat semua menyinggah time time nilah semua nk teringat pastu last sekali menangis utk semua benda dari A to Z walhal tkde kaitan pun kahkahkah. Hai perempuan betul. Tetiba rasa malas nk layan semua orang sbb semua orang buat taik je masa tu kan. So malaslah nk layan dorang baik buat kerja sendiri en.